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Sunday, January 31st, 2010
9:35 pm	Disappointed Well, I have lost a little more faith in humanity.  Just the sheer audacity that I have witnessed over the past few days have left me wondering not only why people behave they do, but what are we, as supposedly intelligent beings, are trying to accomplish?  I cannot in good conscience even attempt to fake kindness with some people at this time, and if approached, may be inclined to give them a piece of my mind.   (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, December 14th, 2007
4:38 pm	Adyos Para ng akin kaibigans, hindi ako magkasing. Pagbabago na ako. Hindi puede ng ako magpatuloy sa akin palakad buhay. Kailangan ako kanlong ng sama ng loob ko. Nagdaramdam para ng hirap sa akin aksyon. Lahat kita sa akin puso. Adyos. Current Mood: humpak (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 12th, 2007
1:32 pm	Goodbye my friend To a friend: Have you ever looked at the stars, and knew they were so far from your grasp that nothing you did would bring them closer to you? Have you ever dreamed a dream, that as much as you want it to stay, it fades in time until nothing remains? Fly with the stars my friend. Even though the dream may fade, it shall never be forgotten. Current Mood: depressed (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 19th, 2007
4:06 pm	Storm Um... big lightning storm here at the picnic. Taking shelter in the office. The clubhouse looks like refugee central... Current Mood: amused (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 10th, 2007
2:12 am	i knew it You scored as The Scorpion Clan. You are a member of the Scorpion Clan! You are a loyal friend, and are willing to do what must be done to help them. You are often misunderstood, and people find it hard to trust you, but your heart is in the right place. </td> The Scorpion Clan 100% The Mantis Clan 94% The Crab Clan 78% The Phoenix Clan 78% The Crane Clan 72% Ronin 72% The Unicorn Clan 72% The Dragon Clan 56% The Lion Clan 50% What Legends of the Five Rings Clan are you? created with QuizFarm.com (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 13th, 2006
5:43 pm	w00-fuckin-tai!!!!!! Just took a look at my grades... somehow, even with Murphy and everything else workin against me, I got a 4.friggin0!!! W00-fucking-tai!!! In other news, workin on songs, poetry, and sanity =D Current Mood: accomplished (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, December 11th, 2006
2:58 am	wow, an update!!!! Wow, so um... it looks like I haven't updated in a while. A long while actually :-P Lets see... semester was interesting. Too many stories, some good, some not so. Here's a quickish summary: Nekocon = w00t. Light show = w00t. Dumbasses = boo. Bitches = boo. Certain individuals = boo!!! Raves = w00t. Friends = w00t. New room = um... w00tish? Crazy = boo. Quality time = w00tai!!!! Video games = w00t. Student teaching = boo. After student teaching, I am afraid for the future of our society. Roadtrips = w00tai! Puppies = energy draining w00t. Cabinet = w00tai + sanity! Concerts = W00TAI!!!!!! I think that about covers it :-P Current Mood: contemplative (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 29th, 2006
7:33 pm	wow..... xxxg01d2's Halloween party: abelladonus dressed as a new superhero: Scarab Nimbus. americancoffee dressed as Jerry Bruckheimer. baneofknowledge dressed as George Washington. finaldistance dressed as the Neurotic Power Ranger. garfunkeless dressed as the main character of "Gone with the Wind". iharthdarth dressed as Ted Williams. lovnvanilla dressed as the Governor of Massachusetts. n49945 dressed as a easy circuit. tubakat gets drunk, strips naked, and somehow emerges dressed as the Earl of Moscow. Throw your own party at the Hallomeme! Created with phpNonsense (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 22nd, 2006
7:08 am	There can be only one... HowManyOfMe.com There are: 0 people with my name in the U.S.A. How many have your name? (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 7th, 2006
9:09 am	Rough nite Scarowinds = w00t... then uber rough nite afterwards. The bus broke down, so Bodi, Skrobot, Earl and I had to play hero and go on a "rescue mission" to bring back the people who were stuck on the bus. So we swiped 3 more vans and ended up driving for another hour and a half or so. Got back to campus... and my student id is not in my wallet or pockets. Checked van... not there. So I had to wait til someone went in so that I could get inside. So it's 5:15, I'm dead tired but can't sleep, my id is teh missing, and I'm feeling uber craptacular, probably cuz I'm so tired. Well, I'm off to see if I can get some sleep... or at least some semi-state of unconsciousness. Current Mood: blah (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 20th, 2006
10:54 pm	This is bad... right? You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? Fact: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. If you want to know hwo you will commit suicide, take a look at your second highest percentage on the bar graphs. </td> Suicide 87% Posion 80% Disappear 80% Cut Throat 67% Accident 60% Gunshot 60% Bomb 33% Drowning 33% Stabbed 27% Natural Causes 20% Disease 7% Eaten 7% Suffocated 7% How Will You Die?? created with QuizFarm.com Current Mood: procrastinating (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, September 17th, 2006
4:36 am	Someone give me a good reason... Someone needs to give me a good reason, and I mean a damn good reason not to slaughter my hall. First off, the rave was going fine... until some drunk assholes decided to cause some problems and punch one of the ravers. So I took him to the er where we waited for 3 fucking hours! We still hadn't been called by then so we left. I get back to my room, and half of it is FUCKING FLOODED!!!!! I now have 2 bags of soaked clothes, some soaked magic cards, and just spent a FUCKING HOUR CLEANING THIS SHIT UP!!!! Apparently, one of the rooms had a clogged sink and it flooded and got into my room and the room next to me. What I want to know is, how do they not notice that their sink is overflowing? Did they just leave with it running or something!? How stupid are people!? I am just so fucking pissed right now. Someone give me a reason not to start kicking asses. Cause I'm ready to. Current Mood: Furious (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 9th, 2006
8:55 pm	so true You Are 94% Evil You're the most evil person you know. The devil is even a little scared of you! How Evil Are You? Current Mood: amused (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 1st, 2006
9:35 pm	::sigh:: Well, I'm sending my computer away for repairs, so for anyone looking for me on aim, I'm not invisible or ignoring you, I'm just not there. If you need me, you can call or text me and I'll get back to you asap. Current Mood: annoyed (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 30th, 2006
11:06 pm	I'm amused Take the quiz at dicepool.com Current Mood: bored (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 8th, 2006
1:27 am	So pissed I am so fuckin pissed right now. Some lady comes in asking if we know if there's a fireworks display going on in Walkersville. I said that I'm not from the area, and my boss Roger said probably not, but he wasn't sure so she should check next door. A few minutes later, the owner from next door comes in asking if a lady came by asking about a firework show. We said yeah and that we sent her over to him. He told her he wasn't sure and to check with us. She replied "I've already checked there. Those chinks don't speak english." WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?!? Where the hell does this person get off talking shit like that! This kinda fucking pisses me off. It's like, no matter who I am, to some people I'm just a "chink." Damnit all to hell! I'm pissed. And what the hell is this shit about not speaking english!? I've known Pasquale long enough to know he wouldn't make shit like this up. So wherever that lady is right now, FUCK YOU! I need a drink... Current Mood: pissed off (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, April 1st, 2006
10:59 am	Not a real update :-P What type of Fae are you? Current Mood: blah (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, February 6th, 2006
12:54 pm	w00t! rave! This weekend was awesome. It seems like everyone had a great time at the rave. Sorry to those of you who couldn't make it. We'll let you know when we hold another one :-D Very sore afterwards, but it was a good sore. Feeling sick now. I think I caught Earl's cold. Current Mood: sick, but pleased (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 1st, 2006
9:18 am	Blah Class is boring, so I decided to update. Hmmmmm, where to start... Just kinda sittin here doin nothing. I've been feeling pretty out of it lately. There are times when I'm ok, but then there are times when I just feel either upset or depressed. Probably just all the stuff thats been happening over the past few weeks. Whatever it is, I just feel out of it. Hopefully we're getting the time for the rave extended to 1. Sometimes I just feel like I don't belong. Every now and then, it's not very often, but I just feel like I'm an outsider. Oh well, guess its just something I have to work on. Then again, my head has been kinda screwed up lately. Bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored. Llama llama duck. Llama llama duck. Current Mood: lonely (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 26th, 2006
12:00 pm	Yea, these past few weeks have been hell. Getting over it. Slowly, but I am. I just feel useless right now. I feel like I've failed my friends. It's hard feeling to get over, no matter what anyone says. You just hate having to bury friends you've grown up with this early. Especially if you feel like you could have done something for them. ;_; Been keeping busy, just hoping that I'll be so exhausted at night that I can fall asleep and not think about how fucked up I feel right now. Have you ever wished that you were someone, anyone, other than who you are? I've been feeling that way pretty recently. Just thinking about how me being who I am prevents me from being accepted in certain ways.... I know this isn't the best way of thinking, it's just that something I overheard someone say about me like that really got to me. It was about how things wouldn't work out because of who I am. I know I shouldn't let it get to me, but sometimes, its just so hard. I feel like maybe if I was someone else, things would be different. Stupid, right? I just feel that way sometimes. Stupid. An old voice from the past emailed me a few days ago. Do I seem like an asshole? Honestly? I know that she is the last person I should be listening to, but something she said just won't get out of my head. How I'm an asshole and things will never work out for me because of it. Do I really come off that way? A lot of my friends say I'm not, but right now I don't know what I think. I guess the exhaustion from the past few weeks is catching up to me. I know I shouldn't think of myself as an asshole, cuz all my friends really believe I'm not, and I know what was said about things working out because of who I am shouldn't get to me, but it does. Damn lack of self esteem. I'm just tired. I'll probably feel better after getting some decent rest. ;_; Current Mood: depressed (Comment on this)